The diet is, well fucked this week. I don't think I've stuck to it for an entire day for over a week. I'm still eating less that I usually do, but meals this week have been a bucket of chips, tomato and feta dip with Jatz, milk and dark choc chips, subway + cookie, chilli con carne, rice, sausages, rissoles, kabana, dip and camembert.... And more!
But I've a good excuse. My partner and I broke up on our 17 month anniversary. We moved in together 3 months ago... There's another three months on the lease, and neither of us is moving til the end of that. Work is busy, and I'm jumping between being hurt by it all and binging, to being happy about it all.
And angry. And guilty for breaking the diet. And facebook stalking. That's always fun- I found a guy I had a crush on 9 years ago and added him. Should have just poked him!
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I'm so sorry to hear - I've sent you a f'book message.
In terms of the diet, I wouldn't freak out about it. You've lost and you're not eating as 'bad' as you did before. Besides, the way I see it, you start again and ketosis starts again and you're off for another big loss in the first week!
Oh my, I'm really sorry to hear that you guys have broken up :(
This is a rough time, so dont beat yourself up about the food management...
I dont know if it helps, but im jumping on the food management bandwagon and i will be joining you and enny on your adventure :)
Glad you are blogging again too!
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